what really scares me is that i’m average i’m not really good at anything or really beautiful i’m going to live an average life with an average job an average income and die an average death with an average funeral and nobody is going to remember me
Everyone always told me I was going to love college. I knew I wouldn’t. College fucking sucks. I knew I would have to work hard to get the grades I had gotten in high school and I’ve had teachers who weren’t fair graders before, but what pisses me off is how obvious this one teacher is about how unfair a grader she is. If she agrees with my essay I get an A. If she doesn’t, I get a D. (Anything below a C is failing, even a C-) So i sit there trying to figure out which side she’s on before writing it so I can actually pass. The two times I got a D all she wrote on my paper was, “No.” That tells me you don’t agree, not that I actually had grammatical errors, or was writing in circles, that tells me you’re an asshole and I just didn’t “persuade you” to change your opinion. Most people have set opinions and no essay with a maximum of 500 words is going to change those opinions.
It also really bothers me that when people were asking this teacher for help and clarification of their grade she would only say, “What’s your point?” That’s not okay. I’m paying for this fucking bullshit and you just refuse to help us. I finished my final paper early so I would have more than two days to edit it, like she suggested we do. She told us she would look at it the last class before break so we could fix it, but that didn’t happen. I was the only one who actually finished it and brought it up to her and I shouldn’t have even bothered because she just said, “Sorry, I have plans.” Excuse me, but this time, right now, is listed as your office hours. You can’t just go off campus for your “plans” especially after you told us you would check our papers. You could have taken five minutes of your precious time to edit it, but I will now have exactly two days to fix this paper that is worth 1/3 of my final grade, and if I get below a C, I fail the class. Thanks.
do u ever hear some lyrics and it feels like someone just stabbed you